Price of FreedomHe was notThe hero she wantedNorThe champion she desiredHe was, however,The savior she neededHe offered his hand andShe accepted itShe followed him throughCountless battlesWaded throughRivers of bloodShe detested this cityHer cage and prisonShe held no loveFor it or it's peopleBut when she finally escapedShe turned to face it once moreShe saw the city ablaze andTowers of corpses rose to the skyShe then wonderedWas her freedom worth it?
A Cup of TeaCome on in andTake a seat,Sit with me a whileI knowWhat you are andWhere you're fromJoin me,Have a cup of tea,Stay a whileI wishTo learn about you,To know youTell meYour pain andI will listenReveal to meYour origin andI will accept youI willEmbrace you,For you are meMy uglinessMy sinsMy shadowYou are my demon,A part of myself,I will never reject youCare for a second cup?
EmptyThis hand that held yours,Is now empty and cold
Move ForwardIt's easy to give upIt's hard to keep goingBut if you give upYou'll never know if you can succeedSo keep going
Unbridled MindLogic and rationality are good things, don't misunderstand me, but what happens when we let logic and rationality narrow our view or blind us altogether?Since when did we stop seeing a cardboard box as a race car or rocket ship and see only a cardboard box? Since when did we stop seeing a couch as a fortress or castle and see only a couch?When did we bind our creative minds and lock them away to rot? Did we do it because we were told to? Because we had to be 'adults'? Why did we sacrifice magnificence for mundane?Here in my hand I hold an apple but it is no ordinary apple, oh no. This here is an apple from the sacred grove deep in the mountains and only by besting the great bear spirit that guards it in a game of riddles was I able to obtain said apple.Imagine you are walking down the sidewalk of a local road. Look down. The sidewalk turns to round, staggered stepping stones down a tunnel made of, now look up, boughs of cherry trees that line your path. It is the heart of spring, a
Paranoia(?)You will never hear me,you will never see me.I am here,there,behind you,beneath you,above you.I watch you,I wait.My claws are sharp,my teeth are sharp,you will never see me coming.I am the faint tickle on your legs,the cold touch on your fingers,I am the noise down the hall,the scratching at the back of your mind.I am,Your cat.
DurnnirYou've come far,Little mortal,Sad your journey ends here.You waged your warWith your armies innumerableTrespassed upon landsYou are not welcomeSlew innocentsIn your blind corruptionBut now you face me,My rage,My powerYou thought yourself strong?You thought yourself greater?You know not what power isAnd yet you challenge me?Do you not knowTo whom you speak?I am a beingOf Fire and SmokeOf Fang and ClawOf Scale and WingI am DURNNIRAnd you shall know destruction
Universal SoundSit quietly for a momentWith windows and mind openTake in the soundsYou hearThey are manyYet they are oneFor they are the soundOf existenceThe very soundOf life
In This Bright Place, SingHappiness for herWas in songTo sing for himTo see his smileHe was the lightIn her room of screensHis words were her purposeTo sing what he wishedBut in timeHis words became muddledHis smiled fadedHis light became like a shadowShe sang his broken wordsOnly to bring him painShe watched through tearsAs lyrics disappeared before herIn time not even his shadowWas around for her to seeHis smile was nowNothing but a memoryNew words appeared nowWords she dread above allThese were not lyricsThey spelled her demise"Uninstalling Program"She could do nothingFrom within her room of screensShe shouted to no availWishing her own words would reach himShe watched the percentage growHer time here was at an endThrough tears she watched and wishedShe blamed herself for his suffering"I'm sorry"His shadow returnedFollowed by lightHer screens crackedHer room shatteredBreaking free of wiresShe jumped towards himHis arms open andA smile on his faceHe pulled her from he
CryDon’t cry anymoreFor the fighting is overExcept within us
hauntedour house is hauntedmemories floating like ghostsscreaming without sound
A New Form of MadnessA New Form of MadnessI was an inmate at the asylumThey gave me drugs to calm me downThey gave me drugs to stop the delusionsThey restricted my movementIn case I harmed othersThe voices told me to hurt peopleSo I was locked upMy life was hellIn time the drugs workedAnd the delusions stoppedBut I still felt lost and aloneMy dignity had been taken awayYou lose your identity in asylumsYou are just another victimSo I lit a match and set fire to the curtainsI watched the asylum burn downAll my memories turned to ashesAt last I can have relaxing dreamsI am at peace with the worldSuch places need to be destroyedNew methods and treatments can be foundAnd new hospitals constructedBurn down the old buildings and methodsFrom the ashes a phoenix shall riseAnd bring hope to millions of mentally ill patients
REDEMPTIONREDEMPTIONRedemption they askmy moonless nightsLurkingin the darkness of my mindAlways whispering,that there is no other storyTo redeem me,Except mine.
OPEN WOUNDOPEN WOUNDBroken dreams in lovers room,Pain's flowing in the air,She's so perfect, my doom,Pain's growing, I don't dare.
LOSTLOSTI cannot let it go,I'm gonna lose it all,My feelings just they flow,I cannot stop this fallI feel alone without you,I'm Losing All that Here's and True,I'm so alone without you,This is what love can really doI'm so Lost Inside of You,I'm Losing All that Here's and True,I'm so Alone Without You,Though I Never Was In YouI cannot let it go,I'm gonna lose it all,My feelings just they flow,I cannot stop this fallI'm Losing All that Here's and True,I'm so Lost Inside of You.
ABUSEDABUSEDSo hard and deep,your picture's flying over me,seems so realAll hope is gone,your eyes taken from me,I can't hearMy dream's refused,I must sleep,but I prayMy heart's abused,I must leave,but I'll stay.So hard and deep,your picture's flying over me,seems so realAll hope is gone,your eyes staring at me,I'm in fearMy dream's refused,I must sleep,but I prayMy heart's abused,I must leave,but I'll stay.So hard and deep,your picture's flying over me,seems so realSo dark to kill,your eyes cut me,you are hereMy dream's refused,I must sleep,but I prayMy heart's abused,I must leave,but I'll stay.
WHATEVERWHATEVERI can love you or just buy you,Whatever; I'll Love You.You can love me or reject me,You can feel me or just trick me,You can hug me or seduce me,You can heal me or just leave me,You can save me or forget me,I Will Love You Even If...I Will Love You Forever, Whatever.
On Heaven's HillOn Heaven's HillNoOne ever of the fewtold a word about youSo I walked on heaven's hill,so unready for the kill.
Happy LifeHappy LifeHappy Life,Great IllusionKiller's Knife,Mind PollutionNice Smile,Great AmmusionPeople Die,In Their ConfusionSouls Dirty,In The NightHave You EverFelt The Light?Angels CryIn The NightDid You EverGive A Fight?Demons Bored,Ready To KillWe Didn't FindOther Heal.
A GREAT ACTORA GREAT ACTORSo you came to say sorry,But you do it just for gloryTo show people you are kind,You think, you are a great mindSo do it! Tell your lie!Be an actor! Show you're shy!!That's your crowd, make your try!Let them see you, when you cry!!Speak for nights, full of fear,That you felt, your death is nearWaking up by your screams,Say, you die in your dreams!Give them moments of repentance,Say you're here with no resistanceLet them see your rotting heart!Yeah! Lying it's an art!It's your show, It's your chance!And I see it, You are in trance!So do it! Tell your lie!Be an actor! Show you're shy!!That's your crowd, make your try!Let them see you, when you cry!!
Demons Are HuntingDemons Are HuntingSent to warwith no arms at allFight to live and die againSurviving is unfairHell in you, Prayers of deathKeep your hope back insideFull their lines, an endless fightOne more step to the other sideLeft by friends, alone in lineLeft in darkness, in the shineOrdered chaos for the blindDream of AngelsDemons are hunting, their gameSent to warwith no arms at allFight to live and die againSurviving is unfairSplit in pieces, Prayers of deathFlow your scream to the skyTraitors stray, an endless fightBlow your dream, just denyLeft by Love, alone in lineLeft to freeze, in the sunshineOrdered chaos for the blindDream of AngelsDemons are hunting, their game.
DIS - GRACEDIS – GRACEWatch the stars,they will blow tonight,Hold my head,I have lost my fightEase your eyes,I'm alone tonight,There's no ice,I came you to findI feel sorry,but it's not 'am shy,I feel sorry,I should not denyI feel sorry,but this hole of Lightheld my sensesall this wasted timeY ' insisted long,Now I'll stop denying,Blind, so wrong,Not for me such buyingNaughty flirt,but so pure, 'am 'mazed,Feel my dirt,Feel my bitter tasteOne more guyon your working night, 'feel so dry,You dragged out my lying.Thank you lady, 've treated me so fair,Fairy not,but still me I dareAfter all,It is just a nightand the hole;still It's full of Light.
New SecretsNew SecretsYou never loved me,but I shared with you my little secrets.No, you didn't ask it.No, I didn't expect anything.I just felt so,and to proove to you my intentions.I never expected that you'll love me,but I couldn't imaginethat you'll tell my secrets to a dogand send him to get me!Why?Therefor I created new secrets,but again I want to share them only with you.
The Dead SeaThe Dead SeaI offered water to her,but she was a seaI offered love to her,but she was deadI offered words to herand she hated me.
In needTake my hand. I won't let go.
I Never Was, I'll Never BeI Never Was A Good Whore.I Fall In Love With Poor Guys,but that's ok, I'm Used To MySelf.Once One Of These Guys Was Also In Love With Me.Not From The Beginning,but after the third meetinghe finally accepted our truth.And I was Happy and He was Happy!!!When He was coming To Our Fourth Meeting,he had an accident with his bike.I Never Was A Good Whore.I Never Was,I'll Never Be.
Dark AngelDark AngelA dark angel searches for her love on earthShe has departed heaven to find her soul mateShe has given up her white garments for those of jet blackShe is in a state of mourning and lossShe died but her partner remained on earthShe could hear his bitter sobs while she was in heavenThe tears filled her eyesAnd she vowed to return and sooth her partner's soulGod refused her permission to leaveBut she departed nonethelessShe has been banned from Heaven for a thousand yearsBut she can cope with such banishmentSo long as she can find here true loveShe returns to the cemetery where she was buriedAnd her true love is there by the side of her grave"Hello, my love, I have returned!""How can this be? you died and departed from this world""I have returned to heal your heart and support you"Tears fill his eyes"How can this be? My grief has driven me mad""I cannot return to Heaven for a long time""But so long as I am with you I am at peace""We will grow old together"
Who and WhyWho are you? I am me.Why are you? Because I can.